Yup, I think it’s definitely coming, anytime, anyday now. What am I talking about? Well, its my PMS, the monthly thingy that we women have to go I know it’s coming because the past few days, my emotions have been like a roller-coaster, moving up and down, zip-zapping here and there, shooting up and down like rockets blasting in the air.
On top of all these emotional issue, my left knee is causing me pain, so do the left side of my waist and my left hand near my thumb. I’m suffering from all of this and it can be too much to bear at times. Just yesterday and the day before, I lost my temper with my kids, with good reasons too! Sometimes the kids can just push me too far! And with all the hormones haywire in my body, the impact was double, triple dose of my normal reaction. Kaboom!! Wham! They feel my fury. 
I feel so so tired. In fact what I want to do right now is just to hide myself in a corner and cry. I don’t like to be angry, don’t like to blast at my kids, I don’t like myself period! *sob*
Posted by Maryam on January 24, 2008 at 7:06 pm
Niether do i, But we dont have a choice, Do we ????
Posted by saly on January 25, 2008 at 8:12 am
Salam sis..
Sigh, the bane of woman to have these cramps & mood swings once a month. Stay strong.
PS.. we only “loktang” 5 days of the month..;).
Posted by Farhana on January 26, 2008 at 8:53 pm
As-salaamu’alaykum wa Rahmatu Llahi wa Barakatuhu my dearest sister,
Insha’Allah I pray all is well at your end.
Allah is the best of planners, there is a reason for all this..even the crazy mood swings and the there isn’t enough chocolate in the world to make me happy!
I can only share what works for me, insha’Allah. Dhikr. Pick something easy on the tongue, like AlhumduliLlah, and just pray it constantly. In my world..it’s called channeling emotions! It works for me.. and brings more benefit than what is evident. Insha’Allah I hope it is something helpful to you too.
Wa’alaykum as-salaam
Love Farhana
Posted by ummabdurrahman on January 27, 2008 at 12:33 am
Awww sis, I know what you mean. SOme months are easier for me than others.
We are emotional. Anyway, keep yourself busy doing other things.
Better days will come.
Posted by adikbongsu on January 27, 2008 at 10:43 pm
Jazakallah sisters for all your comments, life is improving to be better here at my ends, thanks to all your prayers
I shall remember the suggestions you all make. The day I wrote this, I was truly overcome my negative emotions. That is bad of me isn’t it? But alhamdulillah, it has passed.